Tuesday, January 10, 2012

Parthenophobia - Fear Of Girls


I was born in a family where I was surrounded by girls; all my siblings are girls. And you don't have to be at my place to know how that wasn't funny at all, coz as kids that didn't even stepped to school yet, apparently I didn't have anyone else to befriend with or just to play with, just my sisters. And of course as girls they didn't do soccer, catch spiders, gunfights and car chases game, or the other boys' stuffs. They weren't even into those things. So what did they do? Well obviously, they did all those girlish things that have something to do with dolls, pink stuffs and guess what? I used to play them. >.<

You know, I was like hovering above myself and when I looked at myself playing dolls, it really made me nauseous. I really can't believe I did those, but I can do nothing to smother those coz I can't deny the memories. I still got it clear, roaming in my mind, and thats just sick! >.<

Then, when I was 7 and went to my primary school, it turned a new chapter in my life. Yes well, that was the moment when I realized that the were many more BOYS in this world, other than me. As I know I wasn't alone, I felt saved already! 

Screw the dolls, its time for the boys stuffs!

That was the moment I met and got acquainted with lots of boys from all sorts; from the kind, well-mannered to the rascals; the worst ones. That was the moment I was introduced to plastic guns and ammos, soccer game, decks of cards that have the pictures of dinosaurs on them; all the boys stuffs!

And truthfully when I returned back home from school, I was a lil fearful to mingle around with my sisters again. I was afraid I would just lose my "boyish gene" and be like a girl ever again. Doll's no more my friend. No more. =.="

Now when my friends over here ask me about my family and as they discover that I was the only boy amongst my siblings, they often give me the surprised look and said:

"Lucky you're not that "aww" buddy, or else you won't happen to be my friend!"


Indeed, I am lucky. >.<

5 comments:

TantePiya said...

aku suka ending tu. HAHAHA

Safwan said...

lucky you to have me around >,<

Afiq Fadhli said...

"Well obviously, they did all those girlish things that have something to do with dolls, pink stuffs and guess what? I used to play them. >.<"

lol dely. same lar kite. tp ak dop penoh main dolls sb diorang xmain dolls in my case. huhu.

everything you define me said...

@TantePiya : Kalau aku aww pon, aku still kawan kau kan? :P

@Safwan : Yea haha you got me into debate, thats somehow a boys stuff >.<

@Afiq Fadhli: Yeke? Well aku mmg xleh resist dolls dolu2 tu sebab my sisters had always tempting me with those. And I was that vulnerable coz I had nothing else to play with. >.<

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