Tuesday, June 29, 2010

The Beauty Of Death

It has been decades since I didn't post any articles, poems or anything. All I did all this while around was just posting nothing but whining around here,just kept talking about my life..ever since I got into this new life of mine; campus life..

But today, in this post I am gonna do the way around.. Coz I am dedicating this to my friend who had just lost his/her brother and by this I hope he/she would realize that embracing death is not something to cry on, but to be thankful on..

The Beauty Of Death

Death is lovable for those who believe...
They long for death,
to end their last breath.
For death to them is not the end,
but a journey which Allah has planned.
A journey that every man has to go through,
where the deeds are being laid in front of you.
Glowing faces and the blackened ones,
let us hope we are the Abrar ones.
The Abrar are those who long to die,
while others are asleep, they pray and cry.
Death is a step closer to meet thy Lord,
it is the believers who'd die to meet their God.
Death doesn't make you pessimistic,
in fact it moulds you to be optimistic.
It prepares you to meet your Creator,
You attempt to do good, and miss not every prayer.
All the deeds you do will be for Him,
and not for any other human being.
So when you die, you are already ready,
to meet the One, Allah Almighty.
With your little deeds done with sincerity,
you will enter paradise but with His mercy.
So like I said, death is not the end,
and I'm not pessimistic for it will happen.
Death is beautiful,
and death is lovable,
for those who believe,
embrace death with no grief.
See the Holy Quran (83:18-28)(84:6-9)(89:27-30)

Wipe your tears out, dear.. Deaths are certain..

May Allah bless his soul there..

Al- Fatihah..

Dedicated to Allahyarham Shirazi Ibrahim

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

One Month To Go..!!

Hey ho..

Still..Its still really awkward being here ..well u should know,1st time outta house, far from family and friends..Feels so alienated and strange to be far far away from my hometown and stuck in here for months.. Yeah,months! Days here are just like months to me.. Huhu.. I miss my home..

But anyway..i think i've started to like this place..(although sometimes it make me feels like i'm in penitentiery, chained by those books..Uiksz..) Coz actually I've made some friends here and so I'm not that alone..Just now, i'm missing my hometown, my bedroom, my parents and of course my beloved bike..( I can't live without it!!) Huhu.. 

And my friends, all i heard from afar was just they are now making their last preparations to their college or universities.. Which means that I'll be all alone when I come back soon...Uhh..Too bad..I really missed to hang around with them..

And just for info, I will be heading back to Terengganu on 24/7, I repeat, 24/7..huhu..which just gonna be next month.. Ohh.. I really can't wait.. i hope the days would last shorter till that day..huhu.. 

Okay..thats all for now.. bye =)

Tuesday, June 15, 2010



Just 1 week here, but i'm already feeling like i've been here for months.. New surroundings, u know, its so hard for me to adapt to this new situation..

And OMG the syllabus.. its really really HARD.. huhu.. Plus I have lots more to cover coz i'm the 2nd intake student..Well..huhh.. what can i say.. still trying on..

MATHS.. CHEMISTRY.. Well u should know how hard i had struggled to cover them, but still in vain.. Huhu..

However, i know i will be able to get through all this syll, i just need time..

p/s: still waiting for the METC call..

wee.. =)

Friday, June 4, 2010

Here I Am

Assalamua'laikum w.b.t.

Whoa! Rise and shine, cyber world! Hi bloggers!

Long time no see..

Wow..uh..my first 'hi' ever here for weeks! Huhu.. Sorry for the time dear blog, I was just got off the access along the time as my father had just quitted the streamyx for my pc, and installed the wi-fi for the laptops. Well so till i get my own laps, i won't be able to stay all the time online..Uhh..how troubling..I just can't wait to have one..


U know, since I haven't been here for some weeks, there are some things to tell about. First, I failed the top ten list of chosen trainees of METC for the new intake and 2nd, I got USIM for UPU (after months of waiting)um..their 2nd intake of the year..Well perhaps thats such a bad news and a good news but it doesn't really matter coz at least there are good news,right?..So when i get upset of the bad news, perhaps the good things will helps me to cool down..(sigh)

Anyway..its nothing actually..of course I'm so relieved to have all the news..To me, none are bad news.. Both of them had solved lots of my problems which had been overwhelming my mind all this time..To me, there's nothing better than to have a clear peaceful mind.. I'm sick of all the brainstorm..it keeps me sick..

The thing that had been troubling my mind the most is of course the METC thing.. It really had drove me crazy while waiting the result.. I have not slept well thinking of that; rushing my time to the Yayasan, looking for updates everytime i got worry..Why so? Coz i really want it..Its my first priority actually, rather than the UPU stuff..I know i just can choose one of them, so after a deep thought i chose METC to be in the first place.. But since now i know I've lost the METC, I'll just concentrate to the UPU without my mind being troubled by the disappointment..Nothing to think about.. I think all the sadness I've been through had taught me great lesson; not to cry over spilt milk..

But actually, I don't really lost the METC..(hehe)..For real, actually i got it, but not in this 1st intake..Maybe the next intake (which i don't know when),coz my name is not in the 1st list.. The 1st list which are confirmed will be going are for the top ten trainees.. Mine are in the top 20's, so its in KIV list.. Now,as i just don't know when my turn is gonna be, so I'll just gonna concentrate to prepare for the USIM.. Later if I got my turn, I'll just be out of USIM and proceed to METC.. thats what I'm planning to do..InsyaAllah.

Erm, now, I'm really busy preparing for USIM, really do..Its all in a rush,everything is in rush actually..coz in just 2 days more, I'll gotta go..huhu..(i hate this)

I think I'm gonna miss my friends terribly there..U know, here i got everything done together with them.. Everyday, we'll met somewhere.. There are activities for us to do together everyday.. Well of course i'm not kidding you, me and my friend now are just like brothers.. We've spent so much time together everyday, ever before someone of us gotta go somewhere.. And just before one of us left, we'll plan something for him to remember forever; the bang! haha..u know the bang, with the eggs, flour and anything else it needs to mess him up..thats such a sweet memory.. it really do.. i just hope that even if one day everyone of us get away soon, our like-no-other friendship will remain..


Bye for now~