Some friends are disappointment, not worth the effort of being concern to.
I'm a lil bit sensitive when it comes to friends, whatever they did to me that intentionally hurts my feelings would put a scratch in my heart. And even when they apologize, I might say "forget it", but sometimes it would appear to be the "easier said than done" thing. It'll just left another scar in my heart.
Yup, we man also got feelings. Especially when it deals with something that we care so much in. To me its friends.
It was so pathetic, some of my friends didn't feel the same for me. Neglecting my concerns for them, is actually damn heartbreaking. I tried to be a good friend, for I can't be the best, but to it seems to be inconspicuous for them to even value it. I don't think they even notice me as a friend of theirs, might be. Seems not a chance, if this is how they treated me.
Thanks :)
Yes I've always been around, but that really DOESN'T MEAN THAT YOU CAN TAKE ME FOR GRANTED.
Screw it, okay. I guess I shouldn't be too available. Did they perceive it? Did they consider anything about it? HELL NO. And far be it to value it. Thanks. You, whom it may concern, have given me the best moments of having friends. Forgetting it would take ages. Its nothing, just another deep deep scar. Thanks :)
I love you friends. But I won't be available anymore. You live your life, I live mine.
Forget it. Ignore this post. Its not for you. It just, sometimes I got hurt just so much and nobody notice it. All this while I tried to train my heart to be resistant to any disappointment or frustration, but sometimes it can't hold it anymore. It just, human. Forget it.
*feeling much better after writing this :)
